我被问了这个问题:
'你经常戴着这戒指啊？'

我很想说：
'我一直戴着这戒指,
因为我很珍惜这一段感情，
虽然我知道我没有机会了，
我戴着是因为这代表我对你的感情，
这感情从来没变过，
虽然我们没一起戴着戒指出门，
但是这戒指上已寄放了我们非常多的记忆，
从我们一起去拿这对戒指的后一天开始，
我每天都在戴着它，
就很少会把它拿出来，
我不想失去它就像失去了你一样。'

但是我却没这勇气把它说出来，
因为可能对她来说是个很孩子气的答案，
我会被说服把这段感情忘掉，
但是我知道很难办得到。

现在连接她放学成了一件不可能的事情了，
虽然说我们两在的位置是同个地方，
但是见她的机会是少之又少；
一星期只见到她一天。

又说了：
'他很疼我的'
也就是说我很疼她。
当时我心里想着：
'我真的很疼爱你的，
你是我最疼爱的女生。
为何你不再给我多一次机会？
来证明我对你的爱意。'

not sure why feeling so sad these few days
have lots to say but no one to talk to
i am always there whenever she needed help
it seems i am just there for that purpose
don know why i always keep caring about her
maybe i do really care about her
now she may not need the care i giving
as she have lots of other 'ppl' to care for her
i keep asking myself whether things done are good or bad
she don care much about how or wat i am doing
promises were given by her to me
but they weren't fulfilled
i am really pondering whether shld i give her the thing she wanted most
'to give or not to give', that's the question..

quote of the day:　＇旧爱还是最美＇